MY FIRST TIME MASTURBATING STORY

MY FIRST TIME MASTURBATING STORY


they were older than me and I was like
what the Frick are we watching why are you guys closing the curtains where he
goes locking the doors what’s happening and I was so scared and then I got to
see well a naked woman and I freaked the eff out I was like what is this yogurt so guys welcome back to the channel if
you don’t know already my name is Jeff kidding I make a lot of videos in
regards to no FAP that’s probably why you’re cleaning on this video right here
but also I make some fitness videos and some kind of camasta videos and some
mindset videos so you know what just all in all like and subscribe so before we
go any further I need to give a huge ginormous thank you and shout out to
survival dude alright cuz he suggested that my next video be about my first
time fapping alright so where to start you know funny thing I actually have my
first time fapping on video so let’s watch that right now I’m kidding don’t
worry guys I’m not gonna show you guys playing with a Vienna sausage alright
haha okay so my first time fapping was in a sixth-grade okay one of the things
is that I was actually watching porn before I even fat all right so example
being I first saw porn from my cousin but cousin actually showed it to me when
we went to his friend’s house they were older than me and I was like what the
Frick are we watching why are you guys closing the curtains where you guys
locking the doors what’s happening and I was so scared and then I got to see well
a naked woman and another woman TV I’m like wired two women doing that what I
don’t understand it but that was my first time watching it okay so
fast-forward that sparked my curiosity I was like wow
naked women is actually fun to look at it was honestly the naked man part that
kind of grossed me out I was like what the Frick what do I want to see you guys
balls you know what I’m saying but when I saw a guy and a woman I’m like whoa
that could be me and I got started my whole dream of becoming a porn star just
kidding that never happens but I started to really be more curious on watching
adult material okay so whatever a parents would leave the house I would
start I would actually actually I would like try to look at my dad’s cover
and steal some VHS is and watch it imagine the life the life of a
millennial before technology all right we had VHS back then guys that’s what
porn was on so I’ll be watching VHS is and then one day after school sixth
grade I was home alone alright I think my dad went to drop off my sister and
her friend to some school thing they’re like six years older than me which is
kind of ironic that this happened in sixth grade you know the number six
anyways so they left close the curtains and I was watching one of the VHS is
that I was so accustomed to watching all right and keep in mind like this is VHS
back then this was before the whole internet boom alright so watching the
same material watching the same scene watching the same again watching the
same same thing if you will still turn me on
I had a lack of variety to watch so just this one video that I was watching it it
was enough to get me excited every single time I watched it so this day for
some reason I was playing with my well I was basically playing with myself it
never happened before but for some reason I was curious okay I was curious
it’s like you know what what if I started rubbing my boner this is so
awkward to talk about anyways I started rubbing it and I was like yeah this kind
of feels good even though I didn’t really understand what I was doing while
I was doing it can you guys relate to this comment down
below because this is depressing the shit out of me and it’s kind of weird to
talk about especially if my family sees it they’re gonna make that’s why he
closed the curtains in this room okay whatever Here I am I’m not even I’m
going raw all right guys I’m not even using any lotion or anything like that I
don’t even know what I was doing I was sick this feels kind of nice let me just
keep on going with it and watch what I’m watching so I just I just going with it
you know what I mean I’m like yeah whatever let’s just see where this
leaves it feels good it felt like like it didn’t feel like I was reaching
anything it just felt good at the moment just like scratching an itch like yeah
just scratch my itch it’s feels nice except scratching it till the
itch goes away but I just was I kept on scratching at my balls and my dick
I just kept I just kept doing what I was doing I was stroking and out of nowhere
I’m like whoa where’s a feeling like that and then I splashed on myself and I
freaked the F out I was like what is this yogurt I didn’t think that I didn’t
even know it was sperm all right I thought I peed myself
I thought it was a D formality in myself I thought I peed out some type of weird
liquid and I needed to see the doctor all right
and part of the reason was because I just I didn’t though nobody told me that
hey if he jerk off if you rub your penis you’re gonna secrete sperm nobody taught
me that all right sixth grade didn’t have six Edie I don’t
think I don’t remember you know what that just shows that I I didn’t learn
shit in sixth grade about sex ed okay because I didn’t know it I did I was so
confused dude I was confused with did you did you guys get confused did you
guys get freaked out when you first jerked off like I seriously thought I
had to go to the doctor I’m such a hypochondriac all right so that happened
clean myself off I tried to act like it was nothing and then I actually did the
same shit the same day like I just all I know I’ll I knew was that it felt good
that I was like hey let’s see if we can do that again so later that night I
think I guess after after I ate some pineapples just kidding later that night
I was I think I was in the bathroom because my parents are home selves in
the bathroom and I was like let’s see if I can have fun scratching that itch
again so it happened I was in the bathroom and as you know what it happens
again and I’m like yeah this is and keep in mind I went raw again I didn’t do I
did nobody told me about using lotion or Astroglide or jerking off into a sock I
just straight up Boosh and one of the things that
confused me was that well it didn’t confuse me but one of the things I was
thinking about is like wow I’m not shooting as much sperm as the guys in
the videos that’s what I was thinking I was like why don’t I have as much but at
the same time it also made me feel like a man
oddly enough it made me feel like I was an adult now you know what I mean after
jerking off for the first time I felt like come on real world I am ready for
you okay and I just felt I could literally feel my balls getting bigger
and my beard just growing no that didn’t happen either but I just
I did feel more more manly after that it felt like this like I have the power now
to have sex with a woman impregnate a woman and have a kid I felt grown up I
felt adult ish and I’m pretty sure a lot of you guys feel that and honestly I
feel like that’s why a lot of us guys continue to do so watching porn
masturbating supporting a good it gives us a validation that I’m no longer a boy
and I am now a man I now have the physical attributes to call myself a man
I can get a boner I could potentially satisfy a woman after brains out of her
and make her scream my name and feel validated by doing so obviously you guys
know that I’m against that I do not think that F finger girl’s brains out is
the way to masculinity I think masculinity is found in
bettering yourself becoming a man who was able to provide for himself and his
future wife and also for his future children if that’s what your marriage
needs to more of that later integrity and all that other JibJab about
masculinity more on that later subscribe subscribe but that’s how I felt and
again man like I really feel like that’s part of the retied just realized that
right now that’s definitely part of the reason why a lot of guys jerk off
because it validates them and makes them feel manly but not knowing that
conditioning your brain to be only satisfied through that means is gonna
disrupt the way you interact with women or interact with the woman that you love
in the future so don’t all right so continue on that’s my first
experience the first day I jerked off twice I was freaked out I felt like what
am I not shooting enough sperm here the videos show a lot more I also felt a
little little insecure that my tingling was not a freakin a freakin a well up
like the videos in orem saying which is part of the reason why porn is bad it
just gives you guys insecurity and performance anxiety but anyways the
effed up thing was that I told my sister about what I did and you know what she
did this very same hour she’s like hah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah hah her
friend was laughing at me and they go and tell my dad that I fucking jerk tits
and then my dad is like oh it’s normal it’s normal it’s normal
yeah yeah it’s normal I guess but and it’s awkward to talk about family you
know what I mean well as you get older you kind of realized that it’s not that
embarrassing because it’s a way of life all right Anatomy human body women has
boobs guys have ding-a-lings and women are vaginas and guys has balls all right
my lesson for you guys is that whether if you’re watching this and you never
jerked off before yeah try it out it’s a normal way of life but be precautious if
you are gonna continue doing so watching porn porn is bad what is very bad um
also if you guys relate to this video comment down below because I do not want
to be the only guy who is embarrassed about his first time jerking off story
okay so yeah can you get to relate to this video comment down below if you
guys are on no FAP come down below you get to brag about your streak of how
long you’ve been on no strap down below no strap put no strap off you get to
brag about how long you’ve been on no FAP down below so let’s build a
community here guys fab stir knots nonfat breads guys you saw from cry no
comment down below show some love support each other and motivate each
other again that’s what I want to try not to be more about motivate you guys
to become the better man that you’re meant to be guys thank you so much for
your time remember whatever struggles you are going through is all uphill from
here so thanks for tuning in as always god bless you guys and have a blessed
day ever oh I almost forgot
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peace out god bless

5 thoughts on “MY FIRST TIME MASTURBATING STORY

  1. Your noise effects brotha 😂 I’m on nofap but my first time was when I was 12 and I accidentally shot my face because I didn’t know what was gonna happen 💀 and then my older bro walked in. Hasn’t let me live it down since..

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